Cloudy Day

by Kevin Haynes

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1.
In the News 02:08
Walking in the rain again. Living in Portland. Guess it's just the way it is on cloudy days. I wish I never drank and drove but I guess it's what I get. Feeling that regret with every step, I'm walkin' in the rain again. I might buy a bike and ride it around and maybe I might not feel so down when the sun comes 'round. When the sun comes 'round... I won't feel so down, I'll get happy and maybe a unicyclist I'll be. And I'll never say never again. When it comes to a friend. Life is just too short to pass up on that chance. It just makes common sense that we can all be friends if we can just see that we are family and Earth is who our mother is. Mother Earth, she is you and you are she and we are one and one is two. One is two. And nothing's new, so let's just read all about it in the news.
2.
Cloudy Day 03:02
Ooh...ooh...ooh, it's a nice dull mornin' and the sun ain't shinin'. Ooh, the clouds are covering everything. And I don't sleep when I wake up. I like to try to keep my mind alive so I don't just take up time. And when you come on by and you say hi, I don't mind. I feel alright. And when the sun ain't shinin' I don't mind it, I'm still feeling fine and I wish you'd come through tonight and maybe we can smoke a bowl sometime and get high and feel alright. I don't know if you've got much to do today but we got nothing to lose either way. It's just another cloudy day. It's just another cloudy day. And the sun, it ain't comin' back unless you shine it. Unless you shine it. You and me, we can truly be ourselves right here and now. And in this moment we can see, there's no doubt, we can break free through the clouds. And we can still see the light a bit, even if it shinin' through. And if the moon ain't glowin', well I can still see the light in you. And everywhere that it glows, I want to be there with you, oh. It's just another cloudy day. It's just another cloudy day. And the sun, it ain't comin' back unless you shine it. Unless you shine it.
3.
Try Again 02:36
In my heart I must start, I must breathe the wind. In my mind I must find a way to re-begin. Cause it's my head I've been thinkin' about leavin'. But I'm not quite sure why, cause right here's where I... ...stand up and say hello to the world that surrounds me. I've got to let everyone know that it's true. I love you, you're my best friend and all we have is love in the end, so we try, try again. Yes we try. try again. Yes we try, try, try, try, again. If I run I might catch the sun that's shinin'. And If I try I might live the life I'm dreamin'. And if I don't, I don't know if there's a reason. But I'll just keep on tryin' to at least know where I can... ...stand up and say hello to the world that surrounds me. I've got to let everyone know that I love them, and that the sun will shine again and all we have is love in the end, so we try, try again. Yes we try, try again. Yes we try, try, try, try, try again, and time and time again we hit a wall. And we never see the ledge until we fall. And we pick ourselves back up and try again. Yes we try, try, try, try again.
4.
OG Crush 02:25
I got a schoolboy crush on OG Kush. I got a heavy heart for Headband. Got some G Crush and some Snowland helpin' me push through this old and dusty mindset with some kind and heady buds. And when I'm lonesome I can smoke some on the porch. I'll spark it up and make it cherry like a torch. It fills my head with happy thoughts and stuttered words. It helps me see the world the way I would prefer after puffin' on some herb. I got an OG crush on OG Kush and I don't think much lately cause it makes me get a headache and a heartache. I gotta get down to the dispensary, gotta get some weed and smoke it. Gotta get there before ten o' clock cause that's the time they close and get some heady nugs to help me shrug it off. I need some Jack Herer to get back where I was. And it's a new me with some blue dream in my pipe. And I need more from the weed store in my life. Yes I need some for the night and for the day. And I need some for when life gets in the way, I'll just puff another J. I got an OG crush on OG Kush and I don't think much lately cause it makes me get a headache and a heartache.
5.
I just wish I could walk on the moon. Like a fish I could swim in the sky. Locked down in my windowed room. Floating through the cracks of sun, the floorboards of my mind. I've left behind the fears and tears of thread that fell so easy from my cut-off shorts. And now I'm heading off to bed and the News so distantly reports the death that's climbin' while the sirens scream out louder through the silence. We recall the unity we all need. Time is a concept not an address. I don't even want to know what's next. But I'm gonna keep my calender free, with hopes that someday we might see we still have love to share. Let's leave behind the fears and tears we shed that fell so easy from our open hearts. Cause now we're heading off towards a future that includes us ALL. And that is why it's high time that we scream out louder through the silence. We recall the unity we all need. We ALL need.
6.
Stuck 03:05
Think I see the light, but I don't know If it's right or wrong. And I'm still feeling so nice but I know that at night it is dark. And I'm feeling alive and though I know this feels right I still can never decide what to do. So I'll just keep on tryin' but it feels like I'm lyin' to myself. I just keep cryin' to. Just keep cryin' to. I've got to get up and get out, if I don't I'll just go round and round and round. If the clock goes twice as fast I'll never notice if I'm slow in the head. I've got to move myself past this feeling that I have or I'll get stuck in the past. Gotta go on forward if I wanna do anything with this time that I have.
7.
Done. Like the sun. I'm going down. Going down. Five and four and four and three and two and one. Like the sun. Going down. Going up. Either way it's enough just to love and be loved by the sun. Just to love and be loved by the sun. Show and tell. Let us know all is well. Please shine on through we really could use you now. Help us out. Cause you only, know, what to do with this love that we grew and we've grown under the sun. We grew and we've grown under the sun.
8.
Mama Forever 02:22

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This album is dedicated in memory of our beloved dog, Mama Donna. Mama died of Cancer in November of 2019. The picture on the album cover is from 2009 when she was 3. She was the sweetest dog and Amanda and I will always love her.

The song "Tears of Thread" was written when the Coronavirus first hit hard and had most of the world locked down. By the time I was ready to publish it to the album the tragedy of what happened to George Floyd forced me to add some lyrics in the second chorus to help share my voice for the freedom, justice and equality that ALL people deserve and need. Systemic racism is a virus which can only be cured with major reform. Uniting as one voice is what is needed and this moment in time has shown us that our voice is all we have. If we don't continue to speak out and if we allow our voices to be silenced then the system will continue to suffocate the underprivileged.

We need a future that includes us ALL.

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released June 7, 2020

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Kevin Haynes Portland, Oregon

When I'm not freestyling lyrics to songs into the recorder on my phone, I like to write original folk/pop music on ukulele, guitar and piano. Music inspires my creativity and has helped me grow and make connections over the years. It's something I will never stop pursuing and I'm happy to be able to share it with you. Thanks for listening! ... more

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